Tag: emotional abuse
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LOOP
i’m happy sad, cptsd sucks, trauma is a flat circle
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MILD TO MODERATE BLEH
I’ve been noticing a few things. A pattern, I guess. Behaviour. I’ve been taking baby steps towards being OK. The moment they make a tiny difference, I notice my husband’s anger. Sometimes towards me, and sometimes directed at our son. And I’m sure I’m “causing” some of it by trying to set small boundaries. By…
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COMPUTERS ARE THE WORST
I had an upsetting thought today. I was going through photos and saw things from this time last year. And I was making things, and starting to kind of… heal. Not from trauma, just from the isolation of motherhood. But it was sad for two reasons. One is that my trauma damaged the friendship that…